40 days :)

40 days? I have watched korean drama '49 days' and I like it a lot. But this '40 days' is different, and I don't know I like this or not. From 21st of September, until November, my Mom and Dad are not home. For 40 days they will be in Arab... to fullfill Allah command. We call it as 'naik haji'.

I am really glad, but on the other side I am a bit sad. I don't know how long 40 days is, especially without parents. I and my 2 sisters and brother must survive 40s days without Mom and Dad. Honestly, I am the older child but I am also spoiled. 

I never did anything by myself only, Mom always help me. I am not brave enough to walk alone without Mom or Dad. I can't finnish anything on the time without Mom or Dad help. When I am really sad, I always cry and come to Mom. When I am down, I always ask Dad for advice. And when I am in trouble, Mom and Dad always on my side.

Not only me, but also Sinta, Dio, and Nindya, they always need Mom and Dad help. But for 40 days, we should be more independent. We only four, and Mom ask one helper to acompany us. My grandma have not be able to come yet, but she sure would. So, four of us must be able to survive. And I am trying to become more mature :)